lyric-AROMA by An Cafe

kanji:

ただあの頃はそばに居れたら幸せで
言葉はいらない恋人という証拠が欲しかった

悪いものほどきれいに見えてしまうんだ
ひどい仕打ちを許せたキミの笑顔がずるかった

君を嫌いになる術　僕は忘れてしまった
途方に暮れ探しても　見つからぬ答え

全てを愛してくれなくていいよ
少しくらい気持ちがあれば
それでも共に時を重ねていけば
いつか振り向いてくれると

眠れない夜ずっとメールを待ってたよ
遠く果てない明日に息を切らして向かったよ

幾度もぶつかり合って　一緒に作り上げてきた
びくともしない思い出が　胸を締め付ける

どうして僕は愛されるよりも　愛すること選ぶのだろう
そうやって自分を傷つける道を　進んで苦しんじゃうよ

アロマの炎を愛に例えた　炎が消えても残る香り
僕に染み付くよ

悲しすぎるよ

わずかな時間しか残ってないと
心の中では気付いてる
本気で傷つくことも恐れない
失うものなどないから

全てを愛してくれなくていいよ
少しくらい気持ちがあれば
それでも共に時を重ねていけば
いつか振り向いてくれると

さよならくるまで待ってる


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romanji:

tada ano koro wa soba ni iretara shiawase de
kotoba wa iranai koibito to iu shouko ga hoshikatta

warui mono hodo kirei ni miete shimaunda
hidoi shiuchi wo yuruseta kimi no egao ga zurukatta

kimi o kirai ni naru sube boku wa wasurete shimatta
tohou ni kure sagashite mo mitsukaranu kotae

subete wo aishite kurenakute ii yo
sukoshi kurai kimochi ga areba
sore demo tomo ni toki wo kasanete ikeba
itsuka furi muite kureru to

nemure nai yoru zutto MEERU wo matteta yo
tooku hate nai ashita ni iki wo kirashite mukatta yo

iku domo butsukari atte issho ni tsukuri agete kita
biku tomo shinai omoi de ga mune wo shimetsukeru

doushite boku wa aisareru yori mo aisuru koto erabu no darou
sou yatte jibun wo kizutsukeru michi wo susunde kurushin jau yo

AROMA no honoo wo ai ni tatoeta honoo ga kiete mo nokoru kaori
boku ni shimitsuku yo

kanashi sugiru yo
wazukana jikan shika nokotte nai to
kokoro no naka dewa kiduiteru
honki de kizutsuku koto mo osorenai
ushinau mono nado nai kara

subete wo aishite kurenakute ii yo
sukoshi kurai kimochi ga areba
sore demo tomo ni toki wo kasanete ikeba
itsuka furi muite kureru to

sayonara kuru made matteru

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mioa2..die2..

yeah2...friday got test summore..yes2..die2..as spoken by the great sponge...every villain is lemon..ape aku tulis pun tak tau da...

royal selangor.....

woo..so boring...a visit to royal selangor.. is lame visit baciscally..a shit tour guide..that does nothing.. go inside n explain some few stuff...bla2...den go here watch dis.. go there ..within 20 min fin adi...aiya ..go there oso takes abt 45 min..sien.. haih..the best part is there is one peacock that cost ya rm 125000..chi sin aa...who the heck gonna buy that ..lolz..

H1N1

uhh..abt this pandemic flu...i just dont have a clue abt how 2 stop it...wear mask la, use tissue la n wash ur hands ..bla2..done everything but still got flu..but not H1N1..feaw...but a crazy super high intense flu..it started as a simple kena hujan in the morning n straight go to class with drippin wet.,.ac summore..wth..den kena flu the next day.. i tot it was a normal flu la...den suddenly go crazy den cannot wake 4 class la..bla2..den go clinic izad..tot wana check 4 h1n1,...den xjadi...after the med i tot that ill be over,,,but hell no ..its just stated to kick in..next day go 2 another clinic in rawang..d doc is a family doc ...so okok la...walauwei..superheated 40 c....giler aa...den got ciritbirit(i donno how 2 spell diheria..)den pening2 kaw2..level supersaiya..(wtf),...waaaa...dying wei...2days straight on bed....not going anywhere..exp toilet ...lol..den muntah2..den ok adi..now getting better but my body is super weak..cant even lift a text book wei..cannot blasah tan 4 badminton..so sad la...really wanna kill him dis week...but nvm...still got time...okok..crap 2 much adi..chiow...

the darkness has reappear...again

finally an update.. after 3 months of nothing.. i have the inspiration to write sumthin ..that is.....nothing..hahha..go home n watch bleach or khr..aka kateyeko hitman rebond...

::tagged reply::

#1 describe 10 things about kourue who tagged me.
-jackass ...js kiddin
-smokes alot..
-deny that he's in a relationship eventhough he is..
-loves football..(liverpool)
-open minded..
-failed in his first driving test ...
hahaah
-plays fifa like whack chop..
-he used 2 influent other to play cnc but at the end he ended up not playing it nemore..
-sengal2 tapi pandai dlm civil nyer bende,..
-suke tgk anime hentai..hahhahaha

#02 - Now u have to describe 10 things about yourself.
-zzz
-zzz(mls nk describe pasal diri aku,,,)

aku tak nk tagg org..

::tagged reply::

#1 describe 10 things about ashin who tagged me.
-wire rosak slalu...tak pernah nk repair..
-gile2 tp baik org nyer..
-main badminton cam nk bunuh orang ..
-pandai tp mls..
-kat unisel buat bende lagi sengal dr kt uniten..
-ade kete kancil
-mat rempit kot..ntah la.
-always brag about civil rule..perg..
-kene buli ngan kogi n selva n jeevan time unisel dulu..haha
-name bertukar2 slalu..dulu parate ..parate pundek.. ashin..sapik...capik..pastu jadi blik ashin...haiz...


#02 - Now u have to describe 10 things about yourself.
-perangai tahap lahabau..
-giler2 gak tp care nerd..
-bangga ngan koleksi2 kasut gua...
-laptop dh mati buat sementara waktu..masuk kedai tuk repair...
-Suke join NHK...
-benci MLM(multi level marketing) cara cibai untuk hidup..
-bleh tahan dihina / kutuk/ caci / cerca etc....tak de prob...
-rabun cahaya..operate kot dulu..
-suke amoi cute2 tapi yg x melampau sgt...nk mati amoi tuh kene cubit..
-suke amoi jenis rebelious (cam paramore tuh) red hair pref..donno y...

3.sape pun aku tagg..

takde dh lg hutang tagg,,...

::tagged reply::

after being suck in into this tagg crap thing ..well i decided to reply it...-_-.....

#1 describe 10 things about MeorShukri who tagged me.
-name die mad ke meor ke aku tak tau..
-nape ko tagg aku la...
-sengal2 tapi baik...
-ade camera baru tapi tak tangkap gambo aku..!!!
-hisap rokok dunhill
-suke tengok porn tapi tak ajak aku join..sial..
-ade moto baru..trade aa ngan moto aku..
-same class dynamics ngan aku...
-main badminton ngan ijat n the gang...
-suke men sep sep tom tom...

#02 - Now u have to describe 10 things about yourself
-selalu dikutuk/ dihina...
-tak ade motif untuk hidup..
-pernah cube untuk suicide tapi di halang oleh member..(thx man..)
-terase hidup nih amat membosankan n memenatkan
-suke men game yg gempak2 tapi suck big time..
-men badminton suke2 jeh..x suke men untuk menang..
-agak nerd ...
-suke thermo tapi benci uncle hussein..cam cibai mamat tuh..
-dynamics x catchup langsung..final baru nk kow tim
-bleh cast spell cam character dota tapi x reti nk bunuh org lg...dlm 5 tahun pasti bleh....zzz

At the end, you need to choose 5 people to be tagged and list their names.
-capik
-asri
-mad
ntah
ntah....

soho..old pic..

cny pic

cny hols.....

its been one heck of cny this year...so many things happen in a week..but i need more more hols..at least another week to fully enjoy the new year..haha..first up..on the makan besar day..haha..steamboat, bbq n drinks..the best night ever..but sadly i only manage to capture some pics only bcoz of my stupid phone..out of batery..typical prob when i have some crazy event...neway..party started at 8pm..bloody hell early..bcoz of one my uncle la..aiseh..but end up around 3 plus plus...hehe..the bbq was good coz i was the 1 who prepared it..lolz..60 chicken wing n lots of prawns..coz neva count so cant really give a figure..neway...preparing those stuff really killing ya..60 man 60..not a easy task..summore have 2 marinate them 4 a day..so the seasoning will mix up evenly..haha..(talking like pro chef)lolz..
the shitty part is there's no drink at all..no as if no plain water or cordial water..walau..its my auties idea..so sien..the only "water" is shandy,beer, and liquor..so i take the mid la...beer..not a taiko so not really wanna cabar my uncle la..kids drink shandy, teen and not so teen take beer, uncles,aunties, gdpa,gdma the high level drink..chee sin wor..but only 2 liquor la..jack daniel n martael..(not really sure about the spelling la.)
but super fun..this time whole family join n some close friends join too..
other than that the typical cny activities: poker(cho tai ti ONLY), mahjong, true or dare, bla bla bla..etc..)biasa la..at the end suppose to end it with a bang but since this year econ crisis..so we all play some ciplak firework..so sien wor..mercun mancis, ketupat dan bola...zzz
haha..the next day..go visit relatives..(all still mabuk2 mood), collect angpow*(200++ only..haizzz..when ask y so little le??ans: econ crisis)ces...drink summore..walau..my family all gila drink..haha..wanna challenge aa...balik practice dulu la.. makan makan summore for a few day la..repeating the same activities..serious..haha...
then i think on "chor sam" go for a thai band concert la..1st time..thai band(Kala)..okok la..but i dont really know their songs so abit blur2 la..but the best part is not the band but the "backup" singers..aka the crowd..all mabuk already so nyanyi pun sumbang menari cam sengal..haha..best...
then next day repair laptop cousins (format liao..cam kedai la plak)..
6 laptops..dammit..coz i do it for free..lolz...when wanna come back..aiseh..mls la plak..too much hols..den suddenly got fever..wtf..for 6 days im okay..then suddenly fall sick..cibai..haiz..
now back here...missing the hols adi..lolz...okok.too much adi..will post sum pic next time..
zzz... ps: (if u wanna puke or feeling sick bcoz of this post.dont blame me n u cannot sue me..baca sendiri tanggung sendiri..)

lala lolo...

uhh,..im not gonna write granma gdpa stories inside here like others..neway...what a relief...after finishing thermo..we all go "yam cha" at some restaurant la..not sure whether it's a restaurant or gerai..donno dont care kwa...as long can "chiak pui", good enough for me...SOHO..they got variety of food la.. but price tag...walauwei...very ex le..pokai liao if chiak there everyday..once in a while okok la..

back to the thermo thing..every1 is so stress le..fin thermo is like fin in final exam wor..go makan2 den borak2 lo..walau...haha..if can drink summore aa...walau shok kwor..haha...but cannot le..nvm cny kaw2 hantam...sampai pengsan...hahha...

PS: im not gonna find the typo or anything in here..wei asri..malas la..haha...if cannot understand the word...type in the shoutbox..haha... if u wanna puke or etc because of reading this blog please do so but do not sue me..im not responsible for ur wellbeing...zzz

what a fuck up day...screwed up big time in the quiz..arrgh... well hope for the best this upcoming test..its gonna be fucking hard n no more goofing off.. tired n depression starts to kick into 2nd gear this week..two test in a week..lol..well others got three in a week so im not gonna complain on dat stuff too much.. cny is getting nearer..i can smell the money n the most important..booze non stop for the whole day..hahaha.. add few thousands of KJ in my belly but its worth it..
maybe some new n more ridiculous update this coming new year( cny not the new year 2010)
maybe some pic or vid..well see..any1 good in thermo plz lend a hand.. need a volunteer to teach me from A to Z..basicly i know nothing bout it..haha.no way...just that a guidance shud be suffcient to me..so once again a reminder..if u wanna puke or etc because of my stupid post plz do so but do not sue me...im not responsible of ur wellbeing...(PS: viewer discression is advised)wtf...zzz..

after so long..

after a few months of no post(aka i never post anything at all) finally i got got my time to spend on this crappy so called blog.. well thanks to ashin*(name is censored due to confidientallity)haha..

well for some ppl blog is the place to realese the anger/pain/desire to kill sum1 or be killed/or etc..for me its just another thing to try before i die..(sumthing like my wat to do b4 u die list)

life for any uni student's is always sucks..if sum1 tells me that they are having a blast..they r an ass..no one is enjoying this stage of life..its just that a process that u have to go through before adulthood..duh..

okay then..any suckers that read this if u got sick or wanna throw up..please do so ..but dont sue me..im not responsible for ur wellbeing......zzz